Thursday, December 3, 2009
INSECURED THOUGHTS
Wed, 2nd Dec.Went for caroling practice!
Took 188 there
and the driver made a wrong turn.
I was so afraid he'd skip my stop!
But thank god, no.
Was late, but Ms Nicole was later.
Teehee.
Sherlyn and her friend brought us to her house.
I felt this practice was more light-hearted and fun.
Dont know why the other time we were all so quiet.
But now yeah, more open to sing, I guess.
(:
Harmonised "Joy to the World" is fun.
Lols.
I keep forgetting either the first or second line's tune.
-.-
Now that I look at the songs we're singing.
Though the lyrics are unfamiliar, I actually know their tunes!
Lols.
Fun.
I love christmas carols if not for the really holy lyrics.
Thurs, 3rd DecWoke up for band.
Late, was afraid I'd have to do many pushups.
But we didnt even have the key in hand for the band room to be open.
Phew?
Did some batch stuff again.
Argh, so unproductive.
Ended at 12.
I've said the problem many of times alr.If he doesnt want to listen, does it mean I have to say it again and again?No.I'm not gonna provide any "feedback" in future.Everybody knows that nobody aint gonna take it seriously and actually spew out all their hatred or dislike for their seniors/bandmates.(Well, except me, stupidly)Damn.Went to LJS for lunch!
Fatness.
And no, I aint saying this as a skinny girl who's obsessed with her weight or thinks calling herself fat is cool.Gr.
I
AM fat.
I think I'm gonna have to run in TAF next year.
):
But I dont mind.
I'd rather run than play games.
But then again,
I'm so lazy nowadays.
Always sitting in front of the computer and not willing to move to get even a drink.
Haiya.
End of my boring life.
Tomorrow have band again.
God! Full band, probably sectionals.
Good luck to me surviving lemme see... 9 hours of band!
Woohoo!!!!!!//Idk, but I feel that you're secretly hating me.
LOVE,
AMANDA
6:27 PM
Monday, November 30, 2009
HOLIDAY ALLOWANCE?
ME NO HAVE!!!!!!
I was thinking earlier, why people with holiday allowance is still complaining about the amount.
I mean, come on!!!!
AT LEAST YOU HAVE
SOMETHING.People like me dont have the privilege of having an effing holiday allowance.
We have to dip into our savings for the ENTIRE holidays.
Gosh. I'd take 10 bucks
anytime my mother gives it to me.
Why complain when you still have 25 bucks to take?
Oh wait, cause during schooldays your allowance was 50 dollars and you never save.
God.
Two words for you man
Spoilt. Brats.
50 dollars is more than enough for me to spend, if I dont go on a stationery spree, that is.
But hell, it's seriously enough.
Unless unfortunately, that week sees alot of people growing one year older.
//
BLahh~ Shu Juan's bday tmrw!
Havent got her anything.
Shitzx.
The chips and stuff are with Jean!!
ARGH.
Should have taken it back
Fuggggggg.
I wanna cry
LOVE,
AMANDA
2:46 PM
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Goodbye, clouds of grey.
Had fish porridge, which technically isnt, for lunch.
-.-"
Cheat me one lor.
Their fish porridge is merely
rice + soup.Zz, 4 bucks eh!
Anyways, I wasnt late for band.
Haha.
Shocking.
I even told Joshua I may be late the night before.
Cause I know I am always late.
I think I look ugly with the braces.
But Ezzul thought otherwise.
O.o
Positive comments about my braces.
Think nobody's rude enough to tell me it's ugly lor.
~
No pictures = dead, boring?
What is that!!I know it's not fun to read wordy posts but you want photos?
I dont have.
LOVE,
AMANDA
6:43 PM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
IT'S FINALLY DONE!
The minute I stood in front of the door, my maid came and said "ee"
So I showed her.
Guess what she said?
"Haha, so ugly"FML.
Braces where got chio one...
):
My journey to straight and pretty teeth begins...
:D
LOVE,
AMANDA
1:36 PM
Monday, November 23, 2009
Darlings,
Today was fun!
:D
Thanks alot.
//
So band camp, day 1.
Reached there on time, thanks to my lovely mother.
Fell in, set up for full band, put our stuff in the classes.
Full band
Lunch.
Sectionals.
Hahahaha. I'm not sure, actually.
day 2.
Early in the morning was late.
Shitz.
Ran 6 rnds arnd th parade sq.
Wtf, cant believe I survived.
Did some drills.
Ahaha, forgot everythg le.
Booooms.
Breakfast, then went for my 2 lessons.
Awesome shitzx.
Electrostatics is coooool but I dont get it?!
My god, it's only th first lesson.
So I still have time to catch up yeah.
Blahblahblah.
PHANTOM OF TH OPERA AT NINE!
Whooohoo!
It was dead at the end larh.
HAHAHA. Everybody was so sian.
And my back!
It was aching mans.
Dumbb, shld do a movie in the auditorium right.
Where there are PROPER SEATS and the screen is sooooo much BIGGER!
AVA2?
Blehhh, the screen is at th side one. -.-
And we have to sit on th floor~
Neway, the movie was good.
Haha.
Interesting, humorous.
day 3!
POP ah!
Early in the morning practiced for POP.
But come to the real event, I only played 1 out of 3 songs I was supposed to play for the march
Hmph.
Ultimate failurezx.
:D
The reason?
I went down to th band room 3 times to get th instruments which I trusted my section to bring up.
Apparently I cant trust them anymore lah.
Next time I'm just gonna care about my instruments since they are all so self-centered.
Grr.
Boring POP.
I really miss the sec1 one.
It was awesome!
Even if I didnt know any seniors then, everything was so much more organised and interesting.
Stupid stupid.
We never even practiced the entire POP once.
Aye, who cares.
Nobody cept me, so why am whining so much when nobody wanna hear.
Oh whatever.
//
2012 gives me the feeling of watching Noah's Ark.
Haha.
The russian pilot was cute, dont you agree?!
So was the chinese monk (th one who wasnt injured)
Haha, cute seh. (:
Sad that the russian guy had to die..
Argh.
It's kinda sad to see so many innocent people die without being able to help themselves.
Especially th guy who found out th Earth's core was becoming hotter and hotter..
//
Okayz~ end of post.
Hahaha.
Written v. quickly cause I really dk what to say.
Nights
LOVE,
AMANDA
11:47 PM
Saturday, November 21, 2009
All the bad things happening today.
What a POP?
I'm so disgusted by it and will elaborate more about band camp tmrw.
Siblings just quarrelled over the new laptop.
Wtf.
God, computerholics much?
I just came home and they had to quarrel.
Totally ruin my mood, even though it is already down.
Now I just think 21st Nov is stupid, negative, down, upsetting, meaningless.
//
Dont know why I'm so upset today.
Or now, rather.
It was quite lighthearted earlier.
Except for a few boring moments.
Thought about my negative attributes and man!
Do I have many.
I have a really low self esteem and would always be stuck at the tell-us-more-about-you-section.
I'd think, do I really have what it takes?
Human are so scared they often need assurance from other peopleso as to carry on with their lives.Sad that I'm one of them.
LOVE,
AMANDA
10:20 PM
Sunday, November 15, 2009
I am so bored,
I go to the same blogs over and over again,
in hopes that they would miraculously update.
Obviously, they didnt.
LOVE,
AMANDA
11:52 PM